A Mirror of Myself

My specialty is pathogenesis and miasm, but I am a systems thinker with a vast amount of formal and informal education and interests, for all subjects are hitched together and all things are ultimately One.

In my thirst for truth, I have studied voraciously and magnanimously: When one reaches the depths, all subjects, scientific, philosophical and otherwise, reach into the crux of mystical henosis and one's apophenic abilites become not just intuitive, but multidimensional and extrasensory. Worlds are unlocked and greater aspects of 'self' and 'what is truth' unfolds with dynamic resonance and synergy.

I find myself dwelling in the centered-stillness of this multi-dimensional vorticulation of All-ness; The primordial coherence of the Alpha-Omega. I began with a most abundant chalice of intellectualism and athleticism and it transmuted itself into gnosis and embodiment. What we all seek, we eventually discover in this ever-unfolding hero's journey.

Along this journey of remembering, I have unlocked past lives, including: An an ancient temple builder who telepathically transported granite along leys, a Medean temple priestess who worked with "the purple" and viper venom, a dragon, a copper-blooded dragon priestess, a Templar, a Nordic shaman-priestess who was thrown into an ice pit for speaking truth, an aristocratic Vampire who died in captivity, a dark aboriginal warrior, an Atlantean, and Arcturan, an Orionian survivor, a geneticist with good intention but astoundingly horrific repercussions, a Watcher, a Queen, a slave, and so much more, which lurks deep inside my blood and bones. I have witnessed ages of atrocities from a bird's eye perspective: I have seen and felt the suppressions, corruptions, demise, solar flash, dissonance and deluge in vision. The best and worst of humanity is stored within. I am a record keeper, a living akash.

I am one of the few who come from the stars, who wedded (wo)mankind, entwining heaven with earth, and who remembers. I carry the ancient royal lines in my literal blood, some so old, as to be forgotten and erased from HIStory. My lineage is strong in this regard, it's in my blood type and it has been formally catalogued for over a thousand years, but despite such great record keeping, I am one of the few who remembers what it all entails, beyond mere "royalty"... fully, truly, and without corruption or Stockholm syndrome.

So much has been inverted on this planet: Ancient traditions that have been captured, suppressed and then hijacked in an inverted form and practiced by false lineages for narcissictic purposes that build miasm, corrupt Nature and destroy Truth.

I have seen in vision the darkest aspects of humanity and what lurks only in shadow. I have witnessed this as an aspect of my own inadvertent creation for which I bear an original responsibility. I am here to hold this space of remembrance and to rebuild and harmonize. This mission will require all of us who have accessed the heights and can hold and cohere these higher harmonics amongst a maelstrom of dissonance who would rather destroy the planet than to meet their maker (aka themselves in Highest). ...For in me, dwells "all" perspectives and I am here to hold the mirror of remembrance and to anchor the field of Truth; For truth carries the resonance of remembering and the reparations of Time will heal All.